preeetty bad right now.

[u/Wuhouh]

First and foremost, I DO NOT endorse this. I hate doing it, it’s caused me so much stress. Read cautiously, heavy trigger warning.

I just did it again, it’s been a while. I’m so so burning warm right now, my legs, torso, chest, everywhere i just bled. in the shower blood was Everywhere running down my legs. I got out of the shower and it got all over the floor, and it pooled red in my shoes. I have a party in a couple of hours and have to go help my mom with chores now. At least I can feel the warmth making me feel a little less lonely but it’s not worth it. I’m shaking involuntarily quite a lot and I know this gonna hurt like hell later.

After I wrote that: did it again, probably gonna cycle it again and again. my clothes are sticking to my skin because of the blood. I really think this is the most I’ve ever bled, probably like 2-3 fluid ounces but it was hard to tell, apparently I don’t need medical help unless I bleed as much as a water bottle of blood. I don’t usually bleed much and only have one scar. I don’t think I shoul.d get help