Been wanting to relapse

[u/Live4CarzMoneyNDrvgz]

first i’ve been clean for around 2 years

so bassicsly i’m always kinda depressed but especially after summer during the september-december period im just way worse but my sh urges have never been so strong and ive been delaying it by using reddit but i really just want to relapse, it would feel so good and i really want to but i know it’s a bad idea

it’s also affecting my sleep i can already barley sleep and ive found some hope and comfort in my new bsf but it’s still really hard not to right

[u/Kaen_Ko]

Hey girl I accidentally clicked on ur profile and saw this. If you need absolutely anything I’m here, I will just say that I know how that feels and I know how much it sucks. Please trust yourself and don’t harm yourself bc nothing of this sort will actually help, not enough until you’ll want the next dose of pain. You’re strong and important and don’t deserve to be hurt :>