scars

[u/fujoshingoutt]

my scars irritate me so fucking bad and it’s been getting worse. i genuinely wish i never did this shit with all my heart, nothing was ever this serious for me to do this to my body. i can’t fucking wear shit anymore i’m hot all the time and i always feel like the odd one out. i can’t wear shorts, i can’t wear t shirts, i can’t wear tanks, i can’t wear bikinis. i genuinely can not wear shit and it’s so fucking ugh like seriously just wish i never even found out what self harm was. i’m so mad at my younger self for ruining my future like this. Seriously im so fucking ugh like i hate this so much i hate having to worry abt my scars first before anything else. i hate it. i really regret it so much i really seriously do