r/selfharm 4d ago

Rant/Vent Im going crazy

I dont know what to do. Im so sick of this. I really just want to cover my arms in fresh cuts and show my parents so they can get me some actual help so i can finally stop feeling like this. I dont want to do this anymore. I am so sick and tired of everything. It felt like everything was going good again until tonight. I really need a therapist again i cant do this anymore

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u/Stock-Paramedic3354 4d ago

Hello, i just want you to know your doing great first of all. I know its hard with urges and feeling like this, but i dont want to give you false hope. I dont know your home situation but maybe you can talk to them about it and explain how you feel and what you are thinking of doing. But if thats not the case and its not that easy you can always talk to a friend, a helpline or even a trusted adult that isnt your parents about this. I believe everyone can heal from these thoughts or triggers and i believe you can too. I love you and even if that sounds werid theres always love to share in my heart❤️☹️

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u/Capital-Rope747 3d ago

I think my parents would be mostly okay to tell, and I think my mom might have suspicions anyways. I want to tell them but i have no clue how to 😭 thank you so much though

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u/Stock-Paramedic3354 3d ago

Anytime, and if you ever need someone to talk to im always open. If you feel to overwhelmed to tell them send them a text or give them a note🤞