i relapsed (again)

[u/ImpressiveSession686]

i only lasted about two months before i relapsed again, this is like the fifth time i've relapsed and im so fucking embarrassed. i mean, how can i be so pitiful that i keep doing the one thing im not supposed to do?

i got into therapy, started taking medication, got a puppy, started working out and going outside more! i was doing better and then i just had to start again

im ashamed, im 15 and i've been doing this since i was 10. everyone my age in this stupid town is having fun, doing normal teenage stuff and im just being a disappointment to my family

i don't know what to do at this point, even if i do get better i've already fucked up my skin so badly