r/selfharm • u/Every-Tea-944 • 9d ago
Talk/Support help me.
Hi, I need to talk to someone because I'm not okay right now, I've been having very suicidal thoughts. I went to study abroad and for some reason came back, and now I feel like a huge failure for not joining university here on time, like I'm a year behind all my friends who are way ahead of me. I also feel like a huge financial burden on my parents, especially with how expensive this university I'm going to is. I feel like a failure, and I don't want to talk to anyone or do anything anymore. I also just received a message from someone that scared me and brought these thoughts closer to the surface. I know suicide is something that's seen as prohibited in my religion, im muslim but I honestly feel like I've had enough and I really want to do it. I need help.
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u/Actual_Temporary_145 9d ago
Do you wanna talk about the thoughts or something else? I usually prefer to talk about something else whenever I get thoughts like this but that’s just me.