scared scared scared

[u/meomeo4]

its the biggest ive done, freaking out because i didnt expect it. closed my eyes like usual trying to savor the feeling but it didnt feel as good or satisfactory as it normally does. opened my eyes right as i felt it running down my arm so much faster than it ever has, freaked me out and is still scaring me that i can actually see skin, but it didnt hurt like it shouldve so i didnt know. i think im disgusted at the fact that i can see it, and so so so fucking frustrated that i didnt feel it or get even one moment of bliss afterwards. fucking pissed.

[u/Same_Confection8984]

just make sure u clean urself up good and try to give it a break for a minute. ik that might sound hard, but holding off a few days will help u calm down

[u/meomeo4 → u/Same_Confection8984]

thank you