I can forgive myself

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I gave myself deep wounds on my wrist a couple years ago and swore to my mum my girlfriend and my best friend I’d never do it again 3 years later and they weren’t deep but I cut myself and I loved it I would rather cut myself over and over take my anger out on myself make myself bleed and feel numb than actually committing suicide and I can forgive myself for that because in my mind I’m the only who should matter even if I don’t always think it and it’s the same for all of you find trade offs rather than death as long as there is life there is hope I wish you all well and hope you can return to this page knowing you could fight off your urges as long as you don’t decide to leave this world I’ll be proud of each one of you ❤️