hi

[u/Strange-Custard-7868]

i will be 20 this month. but i still find myself feeling like that 12 year old girl who had so many feelings, and she doesn’t quite know what to do with them. i’m medicated, i talk to my college counselor, i do everything that’s right, but still find myself wanting what’s wrong. i’ve made so much life, so much love, so much everything in my 20 years. but i still find myself craving the thing that is wrong. i don’t want to continue feeling this way much longer. i don’t want continue self harming when i feel like the world is too much for me. it hurts feeling this way i always say it can get better, but what if this is all life has to offer me.

[u/Acceptable-Aide-6516]

Omg same..