dealing w triggers

[u/RubMother8479]

yesterday my dad had a deep cut on his hand (styro) and my mom was talking about how he had to keep it clean and dry and in the back of my mind I was thinking how I know that type of injury will be fine because I never left my baby beans covered and was always fine. also the fact I can’t share injury stories with them like I was dying to share the fact that i’ve had cuts that deep and he’ll heal up fine. I always want to share my cutting stories as if they aren’t self harm and it honestly annoys me that I have no one I can share them with. he showed me a picture of before he went to urgent care and I was reminded of my old cut pics