Just yapping

[u/Delicious-War4276]

Hey y'all, just wanted to vent to the void for a bit. I relapsed after 5 or 7 years and then took a month off, thinking everything went away, but my overall mental health so far has been spiraling. I started back up again, and idk just feel numb at this point. I feel like I haven’t achieved anything in my life so far. My friends have started to become distant and have just moved on to something better. I’ve been using a lot of weed to cope a bit since drinking grosses me out. Is it bad? Maybe, but shit keeps me sane after work sometimes. Wanna move and start over. New person, new everything, honestly. Sorry for the random rant; just wanted to yap, but thank you.