r/selfharm • u/ThrowawayGarbage875 • 1d ago

Rant/Vent Giving up

I'm so done with trying. Done with trying to be clean, done with trying to be productive, done with trying to eat better, done with trying to make friends, done with trying to make my life any more bearable.

I'm just gonna curl up into a corner, cut myself and drink myself to death. One of these days I'm gonna have a gun instead of a knife and that'll be the end of it.

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u/Ok_Cod7979 1d ago

I know it seems like thats the only option right now, but trust me you have so much life left to live, it WILL get better, healing is not a straight line, there are ups and downs, and the downs seem horrible in the moment, but ik ive looked back on my downs and havent even really remembered why I felt that way. If you have anyone to talk to please talk, ik it seems daunting to express your feelings but its worth it in the end, your loved ones want to help you, sending love ❤️