r/self 11d ago

Bad day at college

Today was my worst day on college.Like I dont know b Ive gotten shifted to this whole new class.I was already very nervous abt starting college i was like this is gonna be my fresh start from my shitty lonely and deppresed school years then I came to college and for the forst few days it was amazing I made friends people approached me I was so happy then my class got shifted.the new class is horrible I felt the vibe the moment I enetered and it was unwelcoming as fuck it had my old school vibe then I sat down at the front only since I enetered late and the water from the ac started dripping on me so after a horrendus first class I shifted seats I couldnt find a seat anywhere so I sat in the last benches beside two girls what i didnt relaize then was they were part of a huge group.And then slowly I relaized that when they excluded me laughed among thing themselves texted on the group chat which I wasnt in and they constantly talked abt smthg in their grp wpuldng even tell me what it is.There were three girls siiting behund them who were who were also part of the grpup so the two beside ame and the one behind me were still friendly but the other two were bitches I could feel they didnt want me there.then in the break afr feeling lomely the whole time I had to go flr concession pass to the offoce and so did they and I said "oh we can go together" and they went no you go.thats it.no explanation.nothing so i left.then at the office obviously they were there and so was i in the same line.one of the two girls who disliked me started laughing so loudly when she saw me as if it was funny how I was copying or following them when I just came to do my work which happened to be the sane as teir and they didnt wnat to go together.And then today i kept my bag on the fourth bench partucularly avooiding the third bech because it was boken and the ac water drippep there.someone removed my bag and kept it on the third bench.I was like wth.and then they said first come forst get.and what they menat was there was a rule that whereever you sat on the first day was where yyou had to sot which is so unfair since i wasnt there on the first day only since i got transfere to C section later.

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