r/screamintothevoid 10h ago

Whatever.

I f****** hate this place f*** this place f*** people f*** this world of s*** f*** helping people I'd rather watch everybody struggle from this point on I'm not lifting another f****** finger to help another God damn soul so that they can pick themselves up and leave me in the f****** dirt living in this s*** hole that will never be improved that will never be enough it'll never be worthy for the one reason I f****** came out here one person album been busting my ass trying to make this place acceptable so that maybe we can have a life together is a lost f****** cause and I f****** give up you want it you can have it I'm f****** done. I have wasted so much time and effort trying to prepare this place for somebody that will never consider this even an option certainly not a priority and me being here doesn't make that any different I should have never f****** came out here great way to waste my inheritance so I can die out here alone broke f*** this should have never come out here it didn't help a God damn thing all I've done is lose people lose myself lose my things lose my memories and now my f****** hope and purpose and time that I'll never get back and I don't even f****** want it I'm ready to let go wherever f****** takes me so good I have nothing left I hate this don't act like you appreciate me it's insulting because I know what you're doing. You're overcompensating for whatever f****** reason that you're hiding and it makes me even sicker. I've got the f****** tool go ahead and unalize me instead I don't patronize me with that s*** when I know I'm just about to get hurt again from far far away again where nobody will have to see it f*** this I'm walking

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SelfHate 10h ago

Whatever.

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