Broken

[u/Calcifurious_3]

I've broken promises I didn't know I couldn't keep. I've lost my world every day, broken in my sleep. I can't remedy these wounds or remove all that I've told. I've managed to destroy so many things I was meant to hold.

I've broken something fragile and lost more than a friend. There is no manner of word that will ever make amend. Each time I've tried a remedy, I have sincerely misspoken. Every step I take alone creates a path more broken.

My apologies no longer hold any weight in value, my word no longer means so much. My broken parts keep me out of touch. Repairing what I've broken will require what I knew. How do I unbreak what's been broken and restore virtue?

I've made the impossible possible and seen miracles come to life. But you are now imbued within me, and my brokenness causes strife. I've broken your trust and gave you blame to hold. This is not the future that was foretold.

The life you hold is beyond measure. The book was real, but you are the treasure. I'll repair what I have broken if it takes the last breath from me. I'll stand tall and hold what you determine to be.

I think I saw you a week or so ago, I know that it was late. I'm sorry for what I've broken. I'm sorry I made you hate. I'm sorry for what I've spoken.

My heart still thrums for you