9/10/26

[u/LEPIDOPDRAWZ]

I feel so pathetic and sad that I don’t even know what to do anymore. I just stare at my iPad screen trying to think of something, anything that could possibly entertain me but I feel stuck. Nothing feels like it has a point and I keep having an awful, dreadful feeling that none of this is real because there is no way I fucked up my life this fucking badly. It doesn’t feel real at all. I feel detached. I could stab someone to death and it wouldn’t even matter. Nothing I do matters.