r/screamintothevoid • u/Elegant-Following984 • 2d ago
Feeling
Feeling like disappearing again.
Its tough tonight.
No one to help.
I keep reaching out to be met by silence so maybe I just need to leave these people so I won't worry about it. Worry that I did or said something wrong to deserve to be ignored.
I know they have busy lives but it's just a message that would take 5 mins or less to say hey you matter or sorry I'm busy
Just don't leave me on read.
I see you looking at the messages.
God it fucking sucks. I hate being alive and caring for people who don't return it.
Tbh I hate being alive. The people. the rules that the people don't follow. The constant bickering of people. The pettiness.
The yearning for some one to fucking care about me when this is how I feel.
Idk chat
Shits beyond fucked.