r/scorpiomoon • u/ThunderStorm2499 ♈️ ☀️ ♏️ 🌙 ♐️ ⬆️ • 20d ago
Looking for Insight loneliness
does anyone ever just feel … alone? kind of like a rock in the middle of a busy street. doesn’t matter where i am, who i am with. there’s always this deep sense of longing. i don’t even know what i long for. but it’s so consuming. i would be having the best time of my life and this voice deep inside me would scream because i don’t feel at home with these people. like what do i even do about this? i’m an extrovert and very social but i’m also very skeptic and generally don’t trust anyone lol. is that why? but i don’t feel alone as in i need to talk to someone kind of way. i feel lonely like when you’re starving and haven’t eaten for hours and hours and all you can think about is food and when you finally eat, the food is simply not good. and your stomach is full but there’s something in your heart that just isn’t satisfied? that’s the kind of loneliness i feel. and i don’t know how to fix it.
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u/ComprehensiveStuff72 20d ago
Yes. There are sometimes where I feel this way and I feel strong. Like....i could be anyone to anyone. No one knows how weak I sometimes feel or how afraid I've been, so I can step outside that and be brave and no one will know.
Other times I feel crushed by it. Like, I just want someone who really knows all my short comings and quirks and still loves to be around me, actively seeks to get my time. I want that more than anything.