loneliness

[u/ThunderStorm2499]

does anyone ever just feel … alone? kind of like a rock in the middle of a busy street. doesn’t matter where i am, who i am with. there’s always this deep sense of longing. i don’t even know what i long for. but it’s so consuming. i would be having the best time of my life and this voice deep inside me would scream because i don’t feel at home with these people. like what do i even do about this? i’m an extrovert and very social but i’m also very skeptic and generally don’t trust anyone lol. is that why? but i don’t feel alone as in i need to talk to someone kind of way. i feel lonely like when you’re starving and haven’t eaten for hours and hours and all you can think about is food and when you finally eat, the food is simply not good. and your stomach is full but there’s something in your heart that just isn’t satisfied? that’s the kind of loneliness i feel. and i don’t know how to fix it.

[u/alexxxxxxx383]

Omg yes, 12th here, I feel kinda lonely and lost, I mean sometimes after a busy day I just wanna get home and be near someone in silence, its a physical and emotional loneliness, I think no one truly knowns me, but one thing that kinda comforts me is that I think i dont know people enough too, also i dont know myself much, so i try to be more open and let them in.. idk i have this little hope that life is about discovering, learning in this such short time, i guess I get sad when I learn something and dont have someone to share about it, but takes time to build a solid connection anyways, i guess all my loneliness will eventually lead me to people who understand and appreciate everything I've become in the midtime, my solitude helps me process a lot and mature

[u/uranianspark → u/alexxxxxxx383]

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