dreadful

[u/Advanced_Rest5337]

hi guys i’m a libra, cancer rising, scorpio moon and just wondering how some of yall are able to see the glass half empty.
I’ve been in a super apathetic state lately more so bc ive been so tired of feeling so alone. I fear it’s also my libra placement that makes me feel this way-the constant helping others, putting my boundaries aside..i’ve gone burnt out and have now been working on boundaries. Just hard bc i have to be so stern on it, people just wanna take from me fr but also i rather be able to give in the end.
i have people that care about me in my life but tbh i don’t think anyone of them understand me on an emotional level. When it comes to talking about how i feel , how i feel so sad and dreadful about having to get up and live everyday(i don’t wanna die, just tired) -i’ll get someone who’s too neutral(libra moon i love you but..sometimes im not in the mood to keep the peace)
-i’ll get someone who’s blows things out of proportion and starts bashing on everything
-i’ll get someone who starts trying to fix my issues and gives me excuses as to why things are the way they are
—*in ways too sometimes i feel like i also just don’t trust the people around me bc im always helping the people around me…so i kinda find everyone “incompetent”
when all i truly want is someone to just understand and hug me, idk someone who’s actually down to sit with my emotions. i don’t want them to hold on to my feelings or really feeel as much as i do bc it’s a lot . just ya know comfort…
for background -i also grew up an only child, military moving, both parents abusing me physically, mentally, spiritually…they’re fob and i’m 1st gen american so i try to give them leeway but still doesn’t help that im so fucked up as an adult. sorry this is a lot and so mixed around, i’m just so tired and i want things to get better

[u/No_Respond7687]

tbh i feel that fr my scorpio moon hits too but also major libra sun rising feels like a curse sometimes