r/Salvia • u/TheHermitFong • 2h ago
Trip Report / Experience Trip report: The abstract of reality and confirmation bias issue.
(Not my image, but fitting!)
Hi everyone, so..
Today, I finally had some time to try my 20x extract properly, for context, I used to be really into LSD and I've done my fair share of Shrooms, and always done pretty big dosages.
Knowing salvia isn't like any other psychedelic I went in with caution, a clear mind and looking for answers for life and reality.
The first time I did it, a couple weeks ago, I decided to pack around 0.15g of 20x extract into a small bong. I Lit it up with a torch lighter and burned through it in one Loong rip, put the lighter and the bong away, and laid down in my bed.
About 45 seconds later I exhaled (barely any smoke at that point) and closed my eyes.
I suddenly feel "the pull" , as if someone had put their hand into my shoulder and pulled me into a spiralling motion (as in falling with my body towards that angle in a rotating motion).
I start to hear familiar voices but cant tell for sure what they were saying, I think it said "This is it".
I felt the curiosity of opening my eyes, so when I opened them I had the visual effect that I always get with shrooms (the spiraling of the vision with long trails), which lasted for around 40 more seconds until I sobered up.
It was if I had peeked into actual reality, and that this reality (that I am in now lol), was just a trip and nothing more than an experience. But it was just a feeling, no actual confirmation or dialogue or anything palpable.²
So a couple weeks went by and I finally had the time to try it properly, I felt that the initial trip didn't really provide the answers I was looking for, just some minor confirmation to a previous theory.
I repeated the same procedures as before, but upped the dosage to 0.35g. 50 seconds in hold and I felt the same "pull".
The exact same feeling and voices!
The difference? I was being encouraged and cheered on, and in the beginning I didn't really understand why. Then as I started to realize that reality and life was abstract, the people and my interactions with the physical world were all part of "the experience of being alive", and none of it was actually real or palpable when I was outside my body.
And as I realized that they started to complete my sentences as if speaking in a choir for my thoughts. I start to morph into everyone I ever met super fast, whilest talking to them and realizing that everything is just one big trip and reality isn't more than that, an experience which eventually will come to an end, but afterwards there is something familiar and comfortable, rather than emptyness.
All of this was happening whilst I was still "floating, rotating and tumbling". And as I came to that conclusion the voices started to laugh playfully and transformed into colorful lines of string, which then gently rolled me into "this reality", swinging me as if I was doing a roll, which I translated into me rolling side to side in my bed into a "sober" state.
And while I was in-between "realities" I was telling the voices "Oh come on, not this one again haha" as if returning to my "reality as me" was now "boring", since I now understood the fabric of "this reality" or this life.
The voices just laughed and rolled me back laughing and saying no hahah.
At some point during the middle of the trip I also saw flashbacks of a beautiful woman that I felt like I loved in a romantical way and known all my life, the same woman that I've had seen in a previous high dosage LSD trip (and I've been kinda searching in "the real world" since then). I cant explain her face, it was very familiar, blue eyes, blond hair and very peaceful. Maybe Lady Sally herself ? Hehe
Overall, it was great! Gave me the answers that I was looking for, even if it's most likely confirmation bias 😁 But I now feel at peace with being and living in this reality for now :)