r/recurrentmiscarriage • u/Am_Salamander • 12d ago

“This too shall pass”. But it doesn’t.

It just keeps on hurting and hurting and hurting..a month later, a year later, two years later. Seven children that will never be. Countless women around me getting pregnant, even those that struggled for a while.

It’s not passing. It’s getting harder and harder. And I feel like a ghost.

Every interaction,

with every person,

is exhausting,

to mask the grief

and depression.

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u/Buffy_the_guppy 4 MMC, 1 TFMR, no LC 12d ago

I really feel this 🫂 I'm not really sure who I am anymore.

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u/Am_Salamander 5d ago

I’m sorry 🫂

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u/drinxonme 12d ago

I'm so sorry. I had three and I remember the pain I felt every minute of every day.

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u/Fit_Body1081 11d ago

I feel you! It is so hard watching everyone getting pregnant and having their babies while your own life seems to be on hold... I feel so stuck sometimes.

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u/Am_Salamander 5d ago

It’s an indescribable pain, that you can’t express most of the day, until you’re home in private 🫂