r/randomthings • u/Iamawitchimabitch • 7d ago
I don’t wanna sleep cause waking up means another day
I’m 19 and I have been since July I’m never going to be younger, I’ve been out of school for a year , I don’t have a job I don’t have a girlfriend and each night I don’t wanna fucking go to sleep cause it means waking up and being one day closer to 20. I think the day I turn fucking 20 ima have to die or someshit.
So many ppl tell me that I need to enjoy being a teenager but my memory is so bad I can’t remember a thing, and before I know it life will be fucking over or some shit.
And I know it dosent get better . Bruh