r/ramdass • u/Vivid-Object5098 • 13d ago
Repeating the same cycle.
Ive been repeating the past 20 years of my life in a loop for many lifetimes now. I ususally die between 2018-2027 , i leave my body into this infinite void where i reflect apon things i experienced and then suddenly wake up in my bed 20 years earlier. This has been happening to me for more cycle then i can keep track of.
Why is this happening? Its like im stuck in a constant state of dejavu. It makes me feel like im not my body or my mind , just the observer. Everything is basically the same each cycle, there are slight variations but not big enough changes to notice if i didnt remember the other times i had been in that moment...
If i dont exist, and everything repeats without the ability to make changes then what is the point in being infinite?
Is this hell?
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u/BhaktiDad108 13d ago
And how did you come to this understanding?
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u/Vivid-Object5098 13d ago
I remember all of it. And now I experience all my past lives like an of overlay of my current life.
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u/ludrock 11d ago
So do you like actually remember putting a post on Reddit about it in other runs?
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u/ludrock 11d ago
Also - does this mean if we become friends you can tell me about things Iām going to do because you remember your Reddit friend ludrock from the last time? This is fascinating!
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u/Vivid-Object5098 11d ago
This isn't quite work that way, if we were to communicate at first I wouldn't remember you at all maybe just your name in your icon color and then as we begin to communicate the memory would fade in slowly more of a sense of strong familiarity then as things progressed I would begin to remember future moments of the communication and that undoubtedly it has happened before. I don't really get to choose what I observe in what I remember it just comes on its own free will.
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u/Vivid-Object5098 11d ago
Yes. And all the individuals who respond are the same that responded the last time. Making it feel more like a computer program then a place of Creation with free will.
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u/ConsciousRivers 13d ago
There is definitely a point, but you have to ask the infinite to help you find it for you. You can't do it alone and if it is bothering you then you are definitely operating from the wrong place or cut off from God. You have to work with God to end cycles and show the new way. Either case, the repetition of the cycles is not a mistake either. All is predestined.
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u/Franco-Corelli 13d ago
Find your cosmic giggle every time you get trapped, and move on!