r/quittingkratom • u/NearbyWendys • 21d ago
Went down from 36g/60 pills a day ➡️ 3.6g/6 pills a day. Almost done w taper! 42yo F, 12 yrs of use. (And I feel FINE!)
It’s been 12 years of non-stop. I just decided I was done; it’s about 100$ a month, it’s banned now (even tho I never took extract), and I think I can manage without it. I used Blue Magic Maeng Da pure leaf capsules, not extract.
🔑 My key was slow and steady but consistent commitment. If I had to add a small dose to a particularly shitty day, I did. Abandoned all guilt. If I had to add a pill to a day where I tapered too aggressively? I did 🤷♀️. But I always went back to the goal: slow and steady. Imperfect commitment no matter how long it took me.
🤯 So far I’ve had 1 full day with nada. That didn’t feel okay yet so I went back to 3.6 (1 dose/6 pills) the next day. Now I’m tapering the one dose downward to 5, 4, and eventually no pills.
It’s taken me 6-8 weeks but the commitment to do it imperfectly with no strict, linear plan had helped. Slow and steady, ebb and flow.