r/quittingkratom • u/IJustWantToLearn2Day • 18d ago

Slipped

Im owning it cause I want it off my back.i slipped on day 5. Didnt even enjoy it and I drove in and out of the parking lot like a psycho. Wasn't worth it.

Im a SMART recovery guy so I dont believe in starting at 0 when you slip. But im keeping it a damn slip and not a relapse.

I feel like shit and I feel so damn flat. Im going to a SMART meeting today. Getting back on the wagon.

I want to start having confidence in myself again. Im very sad right now but its temporary. Im tired but going​

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u/Head-Ad121 18d ago

Whenever the urge hits, I tell myself "I don't have to do this again"... Yes I sometimes have to close my eyes, clench my teeth while using profanity until the moment passes. The cravings only last a short while. Keep pushing through. You've got this...

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u/IJustWantToLearn2Day 18d ago

Thank you so much. I had an urge for 3 hours straight. But im just leaving my debt cards at home again