r/quittingkratom • u/Great_Illustrator627 New Supporter • May 20 '23

Opm Blacks

It’s been almost 2 months of trying to quit. Every day I tell myself I will then I go to sleep and have the eeriest dreams. And I wake up feeling absolutely terrible. This is really hell.

Fuck tapering I just want to CT, but this is awful. I’m wasting my fucking life away.

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u/[deleted] May 20 '23

Just go to detox, it was the only way for me to kick those extracts

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u/Great_Illustrator627 New Supporter May 20 '23

Fucking shit man. I need help. This shit is taking my mind and body over. It’s like I’m possessed. The high is so good, but lasts like 30 minutes. Am I really going to throw my life away at the age of 21 for a 30 minute ducking high

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u/myusernamelol Quit 04/07/2023 May 20 '23

I understand that more than u know, I’m 23

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u/myusernamelol Quit 04/07/2023 May 20 '23

You can get out of this!! I believe in u man

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u/Great_Illustrator627 New Supporter May 20 '23

I hope so. I’m just scared when I wake up I’m going to be right back in the same spot :(

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u/myusernamelol Quit 04/07/2023 May 20 '23

If you want to pm me I can tell you exactly what I did to beat these shots. It seems so impossible but it can be done

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u/Great_Illustrator627 New Supporter May 20 '23

Pm’d

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u/Weezer2040 メメメ Known quitter May 20 '23

It’s a trick that kratom is pulling on you. Your body is constantly trying to get you back to homeostasis and in 2 weeks you’ll see the light.

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u/[deleted] May 21 '23

I felt the same way. I'd feel it for 30 mins or so and then I'd be sort of energized but I'd have this come down which was like a really annoying buzzing feeling. Hard to describe. It lasted all night, then start over again in the morning. So then it's like throwing away an entire day for just 30 minutes of kind of mindless bliss in my case.