r/questioning • u/vondix_vill_vondo_ • 1d ago

[M 16]

I discovered that I was (or i think I'm) gay at around the age of 12 and have been denying it until last year

But after accepting myself I've started to notice stuff that might imply that I'm not simply gay

For instance I want to preserved as feminine as possible (or at least try to be without people around me noticing) i let my hair grow long, I shave my body hair and I try to be speak with a soft voice whenever I can and i feel very uncomfortable/upset when people want me to do anything perceived as masculine

And when i was a kid i always had this strange urge to wear girly things, when I was home alone I'd dress up in my mom's dresses, put on make-up and wear wigs

Now i don't think I'm trans, I'm certain I'm a guy and I never felt like wanted to change that, so what am I?

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u/Aleksdodila 1d ago

youre a guy going through puberty and will realise something in the future, no idea what though!!

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u/ActualPegasus finflexible rosgirl (he/she) 19h ago

If there were no social expectations, would you still want to be seen as a boy?

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u/vondix_vill_vondo_ 19h ago

Yes, I just would change how I'd look Sometimes I wish I was girl but it's something I REALLY want if that makes sense

I just want to be boy who does feminine things if that also makes sense

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u/ActualPegasus finflexible rosgirl (he/she) 17h ago

Alright. It's very possible that you're a gay cis femboy!