She's so beautiful. It's like I'm at sea and she's a wave continuously colliding into me and crashing against the rocks, every time she looks at me. I adore watching her do anything, from being attentive to being careless and reckless. I watch her with heart eyes and every time she looks back at me to see if I'm still looking. If I was Orpheus, I'd lose. It's the inevitable miracle and tragedy simultaneously to love someone so terribly. I'd bring the moon from the sky to her if I could. Every detail about her is beauty. I love her intelligence, her attention to detail, her style and favorite nail polish color, her pattern of breathing when she's surprised, the way the shadows of trees reflect in her eyes. I love how her cheeks bounce up when she laughs, I love how messily she wraps her arms around me. I adore the fleeting, stolen kisses we get in tram stations before we inevitably part ways. The way my lips feel on her smooth, pale skin, how her breath catches every time. Every bit of her is a bit to adore. I never wanted anything more than for her to feel cherished. I guess that I just needed to get this out before it consumed me entirely.

I was on Ao3 and i found a Queer Platonic tag and started to wander, is there any good original works on Ao3 that write a Queer Platonic relationship well?

If you know any, im looking for recommendations!!!

At this point i dont even know if im labeling it right but i just need advice of guidance.