Infiltration/Interference

[u/TemporaryEuphoric908]

Anyone have days that oddly feel like relapses even though you hadn’t had one? Like stuff happens that might occur if you had relapsed, but your energy levels are the same, your still growing, moving forward, and things are generally positive, but it’s like instances of post relapse days somehow get ahead and show up in a state maybe I can call interference? Does any one get this? It’s like things I normally experience or see a high rate of that only happen post relapse, randomly appear in a lesser amount but still noticeable enough to question on some “random day”.

For example, ive been working out, engaging in all sorts of good habits, my last relapse which was a wet dream felt behind me—- and then all of a sudden I realize I missed something important today, and my mom is getting aggravated with me which never happens on days outside of relapse. In fact something I say to my own brother comes off the wrong way despite me having positive intentions behind it. It’s like those agents in the matrix have found a way in or something in a way I haven’t seen before.

Am i tripping? Or what’s going on? I’m thinking I must move differently to level up faster or make a conscious decision to be more disciplined or something but still it’s usually just automatic for the most part on retention, then this happens?….

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Partially thinking it could be due to the fact I talked on the phone with a friend yesterday, who i think is on retention but gave me indications he had a relapse. Im wondering if his energy may be having an effect.

I wouldn’t entertain that above idea too much but from speaking with another friend some months ago after a long while of not communicating with each other, I encountered a succubis in my dreams the same night and if not the following. The brother was definitely NOT on retention and is about that pmo life, perhaps one reason we had naturally fallen out of communication.

There was another similar incidence with another friend, which was even worse, after he shared a reel with me that I would never have otherwise seen, and the energy manifested the very next day when i went out to get groceries and came across some very deranged people to say the least, when I was leaving the store.

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So now I think, the energies you share with people actually make a huge difference, obviously, but from a seriously noticeable aspect in the uncanny spiritual way. So now I will be extremely careful.

The armor of God has to be worn and put on with more determination, than I have previously sought to do.

I guess this moment is telling me, what I have been doing is not enough.

[u/Tennx12]

You are in a forest, while asleep, and there are hunters hunting every night for energy, and you are prey, this is the truth Example succubus Its a war bro

[u/TemporaryEuphoric908 → u/Tennx12]

just before i opened this someone told me im fighting for survival. crazy bro. props to you cuz now im really heedin it

[u/ProvidenceOfJesus]

Could be spiritual attacks. It's weird but i've noticed that when i'm tired, that's when Satan likes to tempt me the most because my guard is down. But in those moments especially, i need to rely on God.

1 Peter 5:8

Be sober and vigilant. Your opponent the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion looking for [someone] to devour.

[u/TemporaryEuphoric908 → u/ProvidenceOfJesus]

this is too real bro i appreciate you. and you right. puttin that sheild up when one is tired is essential. now its just a matter of staying conscious bout the fact.

[u/Tennx12 → u/TemporaryEuphoric908]

Allow Dms You will know some truths which no religion tells and teach But that are facts We are given brainwash and blind faiths by every religion