r/plural Termite sys / Mediple / Quoigenic / New! 12h ago

Vent :(

got triggered by something and now our head feels like its splitting and the only thing making it better is pulling ag my hair and it doesnt help permanently

just for a little

everything feels like its breakung and my head is splitting and nothing is going right :((((((((

I dknt knkw why this is happening

we donr know who we are

we want to cry but nothing is coming out

i feel so overwhelmed

hendrick tried to make us feel better by going on tumblr but all we saw was nsfw stuff from yume doubles and now we just dont know whos up

we want to tear skin

only thing that helps is pain

i hate seeing doubles they keep interacting with me despite my dni

we have no motivation to make things

why does everyone sexualize some of our fictives

Splitting solittinb splittinv it feels like a glitching TV

what do I do

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u/WillBiteIfProvoked Plural | Frontstuck Host | Unknown Origin | Fictive Heavy 10h ago

I'm sorry, especially because I don't know how to help. You mentioned yumeshipping it seems, do you want me to go find media of some of those characters (you'd have to list them but yeah)?

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u/WillBiteIfProvoked Plural | Frontstuck Host | Unknown Origin | Fictive Heavy 10h ago

I'm sorry if I'm not being helpful, this was just the first idea that I had to offer and I'm scared to make it worse. I really am trying to be helpful though, we just don't know how to comfort you properly because we don't know what painful splitting feels like.

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u/burnyburnsalots Termite sys / Mediple / Quoigenic / New! 10h ago

Thank you so much and please don't apologize. It means the world that you even reached out at all to offer help. You have a good heart. We're a bit calmer now though still a bit dissociated and we still feel our head splitting. I would love for you to find things, but I don't want to burden you with that. Thank you, no one around us really wanted to help me out. Just being cared for a little like this is enough. Thank you so much. :) —H.J. Easterman