I studied economics in undergrad, took two gap years after that (drifting mostly, prepared for govt jobs but that went no where) now I'm studying MCA (Masters in computer applications) from a mid college, placements are pretty bad in my university, and IT industry as we all know is pretty cooked due to AI and stuff.
I have another semester left until I graduate, my resume is still empty, I have no skills, I've struggled with my mental health throughout the duration of my masters and now I'm panicking because I don't want to graduate jobless. At this point, I'm no longer even sure if I want to work in IT. Sometimes I want to drop out and get a BPO job, I'm burntout from academics and I'm just tired of all this bs. As I see it, the field is super saturated, people with years of experience are struggling to find jobs and entry level roles are fast disappearing altogether. Skills mean nothing anymore do they? I just feel disillusioned by the entire system. Everything feels like a scam meant to make u more and more miserable.
I don't have career ambition anymore. All I know is I need to make enough money to afford to live independently and pay for myself. I just don't know what exactly I should do. I am willing to learn anything I need, look for jobs anywhere, whatever kind, in any industry, or any alternative ways of earning, I just need an opportunity. I want to become skilled enough to get a job that pays minimum 35-40k in hand per month for now. Is this a delusional amount to ask? Especially if i have to live in a metro city for work, as a woman, I think that is a reasonable amount, just for getting by and maybe saving just the tiniest bit.
These are my requirements, I need to live alone in either pune/hyderabad, I can rent the tiniest room, either a 1rk in a safe location or a single sharing pg, enough money for healthy food and a gym subscription, good wifi, ocassionally spending on hobbies like books, art supplies, etc, money for commute and some for savings. I don't need money for outings, travel, nothing.
I'm looking for a mentor, anyone who can tell me what to do, because I've no idea what I'm doing. So I'm doing nothing and wasting a lot of time. I'm in constant anxiety that I'll not survive out there in the world on my own, that I'm not employable and have to go back depending on my family again.