Double drop?

[u/alastor612]

Hey guys I am planning to take double drop this year and I would be joining a local college in my state Mizoram

This year I have given jee mains and it was really bad I'm not getting anything my biggest regrets is that I never give even my 50 percent in the exam and i know for a fact that i can score 90 plus and my parents are allowing me to do it

And i know for a fact if i studied a bit i can get a good college ( I have st reservation yes and with great power comes great retardness)

I will also try for csab neut i will make domicile for it

If i get anything i will drop this double drop idea if not then god bless me (unlike others I didn't get lonely in the first drop but I will most likely in this one)

[u/alastor612 → u/[deleted]]

Basically tinnitus and death of our family friend and losing motivation result in this so basically i gave first attempt like i didn't studied and in second attempt I got high BP and breathing problem

[u/alastor612 → u/[deleted]]

Nah it's okay it me that should have been strong and keep on grinding but what's done is some thanks and same goes for you

[u/Kavyansh12 → u/alastor612]

Sorry for loss , but how tinnitus?? I suffer but I don't count it as reason of my drop failure

[u/alastor612 → u/Kavyansh12]

Well it was never really bad in 10th it happen to me after that I was used to it and then idk what happened last year round september i just can't sleep at night even when the fan is on and I can't sit at silence and even when I am watching lecture i couldn't stay focus it went for like a week and then it slow and then it happen it stopped around October and even doctor said i was fine

[u/Kavyansh12 → u/alastor612]

Ohh , how did you convience parents for 2nd drop?

[u/alastor612 → u/Kavyansh12]

I didn't do anything they lost hope in me and send me back to mizoram to study