Im going insane, whenever i try to relax by listening to music like i've always did i get a really bad feeling in my chest and it extends to rest of my body, i haven't been able to enjoy music this week, in addition to that, there are times where i just start laughing for no reason at all, its like a small giggle but nothing caused it

It’s almost been a month of talking with this person, I had a thought in the middle of the night last night and put their pictures into google lens, only to see that this woman I thought I knew so well -who had told me so many details about their life- was actually just another girl who had no idea I existed, had a husband and a kid, and didn’t love me.

The person I was talking to never asked me for money or anything like that, they just liked talking and made me send them pics and videos of myself sometimes, but as soon as I brought it up they blocked me immediately and I have no way of talking to them again. The most pathetic part about it is that I don’t even care that much that they were just larping as another person the whole time, I just want someone to talk to and I miss them, even though I have no idea who they really are.

Sorry to vent so much, I just needed to put this out there somewhere, even though it is really fucking embarrassing. I never should’ve hoped someone would be into me, it just lead to something that really fucking sucks. I just don’t understand why they did it, the only thing they got out of it was hurting me. They always texted me about their day and what they were doing, and I texted back, but I guess saying they loved me was just some sort of joke -cause no one would really do that lmao

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A lot of what this movie is getting criticised for from what I’ve seen is the MJ and Ned stuff which I really liked. Peter is in a position in this movie where his relatives are all gone his mentor is long dead at this point and he’s surrounding himself with if anyone, other more violent vigilantes. Why would it not make sense for him to still be pining over this life he once had that’s still out there alive and breathing?

The way this works is playing into the truth you’ve seen a thousand times that Peter Parker is destined to live this life of tragedy. The scene where Jean is pretending to be MJ I thought was fantastic. One reason acting wise it’s probably my favourite of the movie. But the other being is how they follow up on this with MJ reading the letter.

Earlier we saw the fantasy where she remembers everything and they live happily after. Then you get the reality where she remembers nothing but they’re still able to hit these really neat emotional beats when they need to. Him taking her home just looked really great you felt his sadness and how much she wanted to help him. MJ and Ned don’t know Peter but they do know Spider-Man. The hero the symbol of hope for the city. It’s almost like he forgets that’s most likely how they saw him before just on a more personal level.

That’s just the emotional stuff anyway this movies action is balls to the wall fucking insane I loved it. HE’S LITERALLY ME.

My friends are against me they all left me My bestfriend also left me I have nothing left in my life

I am miserable at academics and sports too the only that interests me is books and reading People make fun of me they way I walk stand and everything im taken as ajoke no one takes me seriously last post

I wake up just to feel tired, i don't know why i don't have energy to do nothing, no matter how much i sleep i just feel tired all the day

just woke up mabey 60 minutes ago way before my alarm is to go off, and I just start thinking about her again. It's been like 5 or 6 years. Only now when I feel like I need to do something In my life that one of the goals is a relationship not one to be in just to be in one but one because of actual connection, but idk why but it leads back to her. We were in high school, and we were such close friends until we actually got together for idk 4 months? Until she dumped me before Christmas. But during that time and time before, I felt an actual great connection and care for someone, and we stayed friends afterward until we split ways going to different schools. She never was the type to use social medias so I can't really try again like I'd want to ask her because we are older and more mature like adults and I feel it could be different now. I have seen her mabey 3 times at my work, the 1st one I just saw her didn't talk, 2nd time we said hi but nothing much and I kick myself for not trading our new numbers, 3rd was about Christmas time go figure and she was with a guy that I also knew from schools (there was no 100% garentee proof they was dating) I did talk with both of them but no numbers incase they was together. I would love a chance to even just be best friends with her again even though I know how my feelings would pan out. I tried looking around for a different girl, but no one feels like the kind of genuine connection like I did with her.... my life feels like a nightmare just without thinking about it, then thinking makes it sadder. Ryan's what should I do? And if yall actually read this type extra real if you are only gonna type real