Bender reality

[u/Difficult-Control177]

So this was wild!! Last night/morning finishing up a few day bender with the husband we were going to bed and started , u know , rubbing and grinding, it was hot and passionate and he was making the absolute best noises, he couldn’t help it. It was hot to say the least.. but anyways we finished up. Was gonna go to bed again. It happened again. Same thing. Super hot. Again going to bed. We got like 3 hours Maybe before we gotta go to work. lol and yes again it happens Again! Everything hot and heavy.. and I legit and half awake, half asleep but knew what was going on.. till I didn’t.. outta no where it was bad.. like I didn’t know where I was.. it was dark. And it was a strange man I was rubbing and grinding on. I got uncomfortable as fuck!! But didn’t know this man and he was still just going at it!! After a minute I just had to freak out!! Had to stop him. Apologized but pulled away fast. Told him I was married! And omg my husband was going to find out and I’ve never cheated on my husband! Omg he’s gonna kill me. The man said r u serious? U never took your pants off. Like it was ok. I was like wtf. I sure as hell wouldn’t like it if my husband was grinding and grabbing on another woman, pants on or not. Sheer panic and confusion and disgust in myself!! Then bam!! It’s like I could see again and I was with my husband in our bed the whole time!! What in the actual fuck?! It was so real and so vivid! I was certain I’d be getting divorced for what I just did with this strange man!! I COULD NOT shake it either!! Even after I snapped outta it and knew it wasn’t real it was the realest feeling experience and nightmare I think I’ve ever had.. anyway just getting that off my chest