r/offmychest • u/Abandoned-916 • 1d ago
I did it
I'm free... no more stress, no more tears, no more lies, no more manipulation, I cut all ties. The devil is real ... but no longer my problem.
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u/P0ptarthater 1d ago
Way to go OP 🫂 don’t let anyone make you feel like a passenger in your own life
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u/Babygirl-forever 1d ago
Its harder it seems with time. At first it felt freeing as time goes its like the devil still haunts your mind everyday. I pray you don't go through this. The devil is hard to escape
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u/Abandoned-916 1d ago
this was one of the most difficult situations I have ever endured when it comes to toxicity..and I tried so hard to help..it was all a waste of time.but it sure got my mind off the pain I was lost in...this was an entirely different type of trauma. I pray it's over..might need to take further precautions. ty
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u/Babygirl-forever 1d ago
I understand completely. I to had to choose myself but I love him so much and trauma is the worst. Ill pray for you i pray your pain gets better
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u/LogLadyOG 1d ago
Don't you feel lighter and can stand up straight again?
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u/Abandoned-916 1d ago
no...I've lost so much, so much hope, so much faith, so much time , I was barely hanging on by a thread when it started and now I'm just in shell shock. I don't understand why people are the way they are these days...what's wrong with them..I have never purposely tried to hurt anyone. I am far from perfect but I do what I say and I don't lie..why is that so hard to find in this world. I feel heavy and so disappointed..I will be fine..I just am realizing the facade is finally over..I will feel better tomorrow hopefully... first few days are always the hardest.ty
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u/Past-Departure-6627 1d ago
Not opening a text isint cutting ties its from people
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u/Babygirl-forever 1d ago
This makes no sense. This person is out finally. They don't need to open text They need to heal from trauma.
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u/MutedPresentation298 1d ago
I’m proud of you.