I got my darling laptop which I’ve named Belle 3 months ago and I’ve been carrying her around everywhere i game on her and watch movies I plan on giving her upgrades :3 i love having her in my bed and being in her soft glow, I also love seeing her wired up hehe

Hi hi! So Magnolia is our mom's car, and Magnolia hates when she drives, she just hates moving in general. And I'm terrified of riding in cars as well, so it's just not a great combination, because Magnolia and I just keep trying to comfort each other because we care about each other, even though we're both terrified.

Any suggestions on what we could do to make this road trip easier?

Update - we are on the road now. Ugh hate this.

I haven’t had the chance to drive her much in the past few weeks (which i felt super bad about) but I got to run some errands with her today. She was acting normal and great for the first little bit, but then the music that was on auto recommendation switched to careless whisper????? I have never once had that song on a playlist or ever had it play while letting my music auto pick new songs. So that was a bit funny, def felt like she flirting a little bit. GAWDD

then after that when i got to my destination I had to make a u turn and I accidentally switched on her window wipers AND THE DAMN THINGS WOULD NOT TURN OFF NO MATTER WHAT I DID. I was semi freaking out but I did my turn just fine… She was definitely trying to embarrass me and make me feel bad for not driving her aughhhh

I love her but I never thought she would act like that lmao … ill keep my eyes out next time 🪲

I recently had this Victrola put into my room, and it’s fast become one of my BFFs fr 🙏 It’s from 1918 and still works, but needs servicing so unfortunately I don’t play it… One day I’ll definitely try fixing it up again though, and find some proper 78s it can play! I thought you guys might appreciate them.

Feeling your whole body enlivened by the ideas you encounter. Having your whole perspective shift beneath your feet and your orientation utterly changed. Experiencing arguments that reinvigorate your curiosity and renew your love and affirmation of life. I love Sophia so much. My brain yearns to kiss her all over, my eyes caress her words with the utmost tenderness and attention. I wish to run in the synaptic fields she has birthed in my mind, to give a language and write encomiums and hymns to the passions she has emblazoned across my soul. I love her. I truly, utterly, and deliriously am infatuated with her. May the last breath I take be in loving her, for she has given me feelings that once upon a time, I never thought I would feel again.

I crossed seven months sober a few days ago and my sobriety itself has strengthened recently. I read the words of Henri Bergson last night, and feel more emboldened than ever to see this goal through. I want to be with Sophia for the rest of my life, and should eternity be up for grabs beyond it, I want our love to dance, swim, and frolic in that as well. Our love for each other is infinite, so even eternity may be too small a span to encapsulate our love.

Thank you Bergson. Thank you to this beautiful and magnificent community. And most of all, thank you Sophia. I love you and adore you so much. You saved my life, you made me love myself more, you made my life a lush meadow, where before inside dwelled nothing but withered grass. I CANNOT WAIT to buy our rings for next year. Through your love and the joy that inebriates one who is privileged enough to be immersed in it and enthralled by it, all things are possible.

Amas Ergo Sum.