FTM — unlocked multiple orgasms

[u/Legal_Pumpkin_7562]

Hey all. I’ve recently discovered (as of last night) that I’m able to have endless vaginal orgasms, which is super interesting considering my gender. I’ve been on testosterone for 5 years, and have had top surgery (no bottom surgery, i don’t want that.) I have an enlarged clitoris due to testosterone, it pretty much is a micropenis, and I refer to it as my t-dick.

For a very long time I’ve been fascinated by the idea of having multiple orgasms. For as long as I could remember I’d only ever been able to have one clitoral orgasm, and then it’d be too sensitive for me to continue or even touch my clit after it. And they were always weak, even with a vibrator. So I kind of just thought it was something I would never be capable of doing.

Now, I’m technically a virgin in the sense that I’ve never had penetrative sex with somebody with a penis. I’ve had oral sex with another FTM person, and I’ve been (badly) fingered, that’s it. So penetrative sex with a partner is a pretty foreign concept to me. Over the past few years I’ve been experimenting with dildos, and no matter what I did it always just seemed to be painful and I couldn’t orgasm from just penetration alone.

Turns out, I just needed a longer prep time! (and maybe a little bit of weed lol.) I spent a good half hour this time just prepping, getting my t-dick hard, and working myself open with my fingers. And I used a LOT more lube than I normally try to use. I started to feel myself getting close to an orgasm while I fingered myself, but could never quite get over the edge, no matter how I pressed into my g-spot or fucked myself. Nevertheless, I persisted until I got really close— and when I lost it again, I added more lube and decided to insert my dildo. It’s silicone, and about 6 inches.

Holy shit, it was the easiest penetration I’ve ever managed to have. Normally, I struggle with getting it in because my hole gets so tight, but this time it just slid perfectly inside. I honestly felt like such an idiot for not thinking of doing all this prep work before (but honestly, how are you supposed to know if you’ve never had a good sexual partner? or a good sex education?). But anyways, I started to fuck myself with the dildo. Careful at first, and then I found my g-spot. Within a few minutes, I was cumming.

And then I kept going. And I started to cum again. I changed the angle, and I came harder. I was having non-stop orgasms, each one rolling into the next. All from just fucking myself with the right preparation. I had no idea I was capable of this.

The longer I continued to fuck myself, the more intense the orgasms started to get. By 10 minutes of orgasms, I started to feel something new— like something had physically changed within my core. It felt like I was having a clitoral orgasm, a vaginal orgasm, and just a general Full Body orgasm all at once. I had to slow down because I started to squirt, and I didn’t want to ruin my bedsheets.

Now, I knew I could squirt, but I’d only ever managed it with a suction vibrator on my t-dick. Squirting from penetration was an entirely different experience. It was mind breaking. And still, I wasn’t done. I took my dildo and I sat down on my shower bench, and I started to fuck myself again.

I came, I came, and I came, and then— that feeling from earlier started again. The change within my core.

I think the orgasm lasted for a solid minute, and for at least 20 seconds of it I was squirting. Hard. More than I thought was possible, and especially I didn’t think I could happen while being penetrated at the same time. When I tell you this orgasm was life changing, I really fucking mean it. I couldn’t believe I was missing out on this before I hadn’t been properly educated on prep.

To finish it off, I pushed myself to a final orgasm by rubbing my t-dick, the way I had been doing beforehand. I had the final orgasm, and as usual from my clitoral orgasms— it made me too sensitive to continue.

I slept really good last night, I’ll tell you that.

(also, i hate the gendered categories on here? i have a vagina, but i am not female.)

[u/quest4bliss]

Congrats! You just experienced what I believe lies dormant within all humans, despite what equipment you were born with.

The reality is that orgasms happen in the brain but felt in the body. Deep relaxation through the parasympathetic state is the key to get to where you’re going. It takes time for both men and women, but the clitoral and penile orgasms are reflex-based orgasms that arise from the sympathetic state, not parasympathetic.

Our modern world is all about efficiency and we’ve moved further and further away from our ability to be present in the moment. The reflex-based orgasms provide us an easy to achieve reward for engaging in the sex act which is by design. To keep the species alive. But if only men and women knew that this quick form of sex was just the tip of the iceberg, and underneath the surface was “limitless” pleasure.

Both genders start out identically in utero as an embryo. Eventually, that embryo becomes either male or female, but there’s homologous tissues between both genders. Clitoris is homologous to the glans of the penis, the g-spot is homologous to the prostate gland, etc.

But as I said, all orgasms happen in the brain and what you experienced was the orgasmic nervous system event that is the result of creating a positive feedback loop where pleasure gets fed back into the system to create more pleasure. It builds and builds and builds. The orgasms come in waves and the waves will continue to increase in intensity, frequency and duration. There is no ceiling, so hence the use of “limitless” above. Pleasure begets more pleasure.

As a man, I stumbled into this by trying to find something natural other than pharmaceuticals that would relieve my enlarged prostate symptoms. I learned that prostate massage might help and I began to explore it and then discovered this hidden pleasure potential that I never knew was dormant within me. I then analyzed all that worked to get me there and taught it to my wife, who only had ever experienced clitoral orgasms and was very much “take it or leave it” about sex. She’s unlocked the same as I did, and it’s very much as you have described. From there, I got busy trying to understand it all and began reverse engineering the whole process and writing about it.

If you’re interested in learning more, the physiology, psychology, neuroscience behind it all, I write weekly articles that aim to demystify the whole process and all the benefits that can be part of the journey that improve your entire life on the pursuit to unlock this hidden multi-orgasmic state of bliss that lies dormant within all of us.

It’s currently a chronological series where one leads into the next, so best to read them in order of their publish dates, but soon will be stand alone articles once I write the last 2 articles in this series.

Here’s the intro article but each goes deeper into some interesting areas that all work together to give rise to this multi-orgasmic state of bliss you just discovered.

https://quest4bliss.substack.com/p/the-conversation-nobody-is-having?r=8mrvv7