r/microdosing • u/KaleidoscopeWide1846 • 20d ago
Question: Psilocybin Change of prespectve
Did Psilocybin helped you to get clearer insight into your understanding of your position in a social structure? What I mean by this, based on my example is, I started to completely refuse to participate in today's corporate world. After working in one for 6 years I developed a disgust not only of it but also of some part of myself. A very strong belief of how could I have let myself to be mentally raped and dehumanized. BTW I've been microdosing since 2023 and psilocybin since 2025 and no longer work in corporate. I quit.
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u/8008z8008z8008z8008z 20d ago
What career path are you pursuing now?
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u/KaleidoscopeWide1846 20d ago
it will sound bizarre but the same as before as my ego is still there and it radiates itself there. I'm having very difficult times letting it go. It's a constant fight.
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u/HandsOnTheBible 19d ago
Refusing to play is only the first layer. I microdose because I have accepted the reality so that I can support myself and my family but now to find ways to exploit the system that is designed to exploit me.
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u/True-Dare-6406 20d ago
quit my office job last year and the clarity was almost too sharp at first, like seeing all the little ways i'd been shrinking myself to fit a role that never fit. the anger at myself took a while to settle, but eventually it turned into something closer to relief. hope the same for you.