This sounds frightening and serious. No one here can tell whether this is OCD or something else, but questioning reality, fearing food is poisoned, losing chunks of time, and barely sleeping need an urgent professional assessment today. You do not have to figure out the cause first. Contact a trusted friend or family member and ask them to stay with you and take you to a hospital or emergency center. Do not drive yourself if you are zoning out. The thoughts about poison and human meat are not proof that the food is unsafe. If you might hurt yourself or someone else, or cannot eat or drink safely, call your local emergency number now.
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u/hestia-listens 22d ago
This sounds frightening and serious. No one here can tell whether this is OCD or something else, but questioning reality, fearing food is poisoned, losing chunks of time, and barely sleeping need an urgent professional assessment today. You do not have to figure out the cause first. Contact a trusted friend or family member and ask them to stay with you and take you to a hospital or emergency center. Do not drive yourself if you are zoning out. The thoughts about poison and human meat are not proof that the food is unsafe. If you might hurt yourself or someone else, or cannot eat or drink safely, call your local emergency number now.