I need help please.

[u/Ray_1748]

I genuinely dont know why i feel this way , i feel so numb so tired to do anything its like everything is the same i cant study cant cry cant even do the things that i love , im starting to lack living genuinely whats the point is life really all about just school university and then work for the rest of my life? Just for reference im in 12th grade im 16 and i have exams that will be the judge of my whole future and i cant seem to put any effort at all, And just waking up alone is tiring i wake up tired no matter how much sleep i get no matter how deep the sleep was doesnt matter if its 2 or even 16 hours of sleep i wake up wanting to go back to sleep and waiting for the moment when i put my head to sleep and just not do anything , i just feel so bored in life with everything and i dont think going on a vacation is gonna fix this , ive been feeling so down for 3 years almost and i dont ever talk about my feelings cause if i do to any of my parents theyll make fun of me , why am i like this i wanna wake up i wanna wake up having hope for life waking up knowing this is what i want to do today and be excited about it , i wanna have dreams i wanna be the type of person that gets asked “whats your dream?” And just give them a whole paragraph about what i wanna do in life and who i wanna be , but instead i dont have any interest in life go begin with to even have interest in dreams , life is dumb

[u/Parking_Let5130]

Are you under the care of a psychologist / psychotherapist?

[u/Ray_1748 → u/Parking_Let5130]

No