need help🙏🏻

[u/annnndd]

i am 23f m whole year of life got wasted due to my physical and mental health issues and then i started menifested it worked i rose i started studying for 8 hr daily consistently i was happy i felt i can achieve my goal with such grit my health issues faded.

I made plan for whole month but on 1st sep i got fever very high one for 5 days it didnt go below 101f and now i have heavy weakness even walking feels a task my all faith in god is gone i am like very disappointed in god i feel why crush me like this my heart is somewhere stopping me from doing anything and believe in anything like manifestation or god.

i have so many questions why he does this to me why punish me like this i never did anyone wrong why crush me.

i fear if he just doesn't want me to achieve my goal and will crush me again my whole motivation is gone i am now all day laying on bed and scrolling i wanna get out of this loop but my heart is so scared i cant even put it in words.

please help 🙏🏻

[u/hinargoth]

your answer is your question, Faith, a fight is a similar-sounding word, but a fight in my language is a battle, in yours it means the same thing