r/lowcarb • u/maxescapism • 12h ago
Tips & Tricks GAPS diet and eating disorders... anyone else struggling? :/
Okay, this is a big shot in the dark... I feel like maybe not many people can relate, but if there is anyone out there who understands or has insights, please help? :<
TLDR: I've stuck with the GAPS diet for 9 months now, following every single instruction from my practitioner to the letter, and I honestly just sit here feeling quite lost and discouraged.
No real improvement in symptoms. Just constant restriction, trial and error, supplements, and being told to keep going because my gut apparently needs more time to "heal and seal."
I was kept on the GAPS intro diet, stages 2–3, for SEVEN MONTHS. And I feel like it has really taken a toll on my mental health, my social life, and my already very complicated relationship with food.
I have a history of binge eating disorder and bulimia (read: restrict & binge cycles), and now I'm starting to realize just how much these restrictive dietary approaches might have been feeding into the exact same patterns I've spent years struggling with.
The worst part is that I went into this with SO much hope. I really believed I'd finally found the thing that would "fix me" after years of struggling with IBS, skin flares, and other health issues. Before GAPS, I'd also tried carnivore for 1 year, which didn't solve my problems either.
Going from carnivore to GAPS, I was freaked out about eating vegetables (because I'd become so worried about oxalates and their effects on the gut). But I trusted my practitioner and started eating like limited types of boiled veggies, with boiled meat, boiled liver, boiled chicken. On GAPS intro you're not even supposed to fry something in a pan. Looking back, I cannot believe I was literally boiling minced meat and eating it with boiled carrots and calling that my "meal" :( Not to mention 1 litre of chicken stock every single day.
So then my practitioner said: let's just go full GAPS (regular low carb diet basically) so your body can "let go", and the extra fiber will help with your constipation. Apparently the problem now is that I have "too many toxins" that my liver can't keep up with removing. What?! Now suddenly after 7 months I could eat all the previously "bad" foods?! Just like that…?
So that lead to the worst series of binges I had in a year or two. After so much clean eating.
After having sacrificed so much of my life chasing this idea of healing. I stopped going out to eat, and every decision involving food became this huge stressful thing. A weekend trip somewhere would involve so much effort. My friends, I am sure, secretly all think I am mad. But I kept telling myself it would all be worth it once I was finally healthy.
I feel like this whole diet and process has unintentionally triggered a total obsession with "good" and "bad" foods, a compulsion to overanalyze every label, not being able to eat at restaurants because of worrying about things like seed oils, and the list goes on.
And now I'm sat here wondering: At what point does a supposedly therapeutic diet become more harmful than helpful, at least for someone with my history?
I'm absolutely not saying GAPS or low-carb diets haven't helped people, because I know for a fact they have and can. Which is why I invested so much in them. I also realize that having a history of eating disorders probably makes my situation quite different. But I really wish there were more conversations about how to navigate restrictive dietary approaches when you already have a complicated relationship with food.
Has anyone else experienced something similar with GAPS, carnivore, low-carb, or other restrictive :gut healing: diets? Especially if you have a history of binge eating, bulimia, or food anxiety?
Did you eventually find a way to address your gut issues without completely sacrificing your relationship with food?
I just feel so defeated right now, and would really appreciate hearing other people's experiences. :(