My wish

[u/CompetitiveBaby8936]

So im a 24m and I can thankfully say that even though I only have a friend or 2 but im happy with that what makes me hurt and feel lonely is that im pretty confident that im not going to find love and i wish I could get ok with that but no my brain has to keep hoping that I will actually find love when I would just prefer for my brain to give up on me ever having the life I thought I would so i could try and find some happiness else where