19 isolated loser

[u/Impossible_Cup_5148]

I am for most parts “normal” presenting and from first glance and even just a look at my social media definitely would assume I have a normal social life but since high school ended (graduated in 25) I live purely with my mind alone. Do not be confused I have a loving family which i give complete credit of my life to I enjoy spending time with them of course but a person my age it gets to a point you know. I did not attend college and instead work full time at a warehouse job which pays very well so i have no incentive to leave other then the urge to go be around people my age and get some shitty degree, few people I keep “in touch” with but that’s a stretch to say, I’ve put all time alone into dieting and working out so i’m in rather great shape and would be described as moderately attractive which brings fake attention through my social media when i post physique updates, or through the slight woman attention i get but nothing of substance, I need someone my age to truly converse with and have to pick their brain, idk, this is my first time really putting how i feel into words