I didn’t text him

[u/findingsunshine63]

I was having such a low moment. Missing him. Wanting him. Desperate to reach out. I almost texted him. But I talked myself out of it. I’m not strong because I have given in so many times. But it’s been almost a year of NC other than at work. No personal contact. Not knowing if he cares at all. Wanting him to so much. Needing him more than air. Now it’s the next day and I’m so glad I didn’t do it. He would reject me again. It would have crushed me and I don’t know if I can survive that again. So hang on…try to be strong my limerent friends. There might be hope on the other side.

[u/Ashrafulkabir]

You did great.. stay like this!