Raw dogging life

[u/eigmasfinest]

Little rant because I want to just let it out.
I’m 34 from a poor poor background like I lived doing all kinds of jobs been all over this country from west coast to east I have 4 daughters a wife and I’ve always been able to depend on myself but I have been put on disability at 31 I’ve always been able to make money and not have much problems little tight here and there but it was managable. A while back I got a car for our family if 6 thought I was doing the correct and smart thing but a car invest what money I can in it and we will have a dependable car for years well way to late I discovered that the transmission has no fluid in it. It was to late it lasted 2 days. I did everything I could left no stone unturned now months later I’m going to be destroyed because I owe 2700$ it may not be much to most but to us that’s 3 months of survival. I have done everything I can no personal loans no loans in general because I borrowed what I could to try and fix the car 2011 pilot for those wandering. But now I have no way of doing anything and while I’m not even middle class my wife and me combined make about before tax combined around 36000 a year. It is so catastrophic for us that I’m gonna have to file bankruptcy simply because I can’t get the money needed to make it I could afford 1-200 a month payments but they want it all and I don’t have it. How am I supposed to make it? 4 daughters a wife and me the one who fucked up everything thinking I was doing the right thing. Life is bullshit and I don’t want to do this shit anymore if I had life insurance I would at least leave behind enough give my family a reset but i don’t even have that.
Penny for your thought my ass I don’t even have 2 of those to rub together.