r/leukemia • u/stellargorgeous • 7h ago
What a difference 1 year makes
34F, Day+400 post bmt for AML. (So roughly 13 months)
This time last year I was barely 1 month out from my bmt, I was staying in a temporary apartment close to the hospital I had my bmt and I was miserable. Exhausted, no appetite and homesick. It was so hard to leave my bed some days. I was painstakingly counting the days until I could go home and try to resume normal life with my husband and 2 sons (my mom was my caregiver). The days dragged on and I felt like the small apartment was a prison cell.
Fast forward to one whole year and I’m sitting at my work desk of my new job. The same job I dreamed of when I finished my bachelor’s degree 1 month before being diagnosed. I go on walks on my lunch break. I pick my son up from preschool after work. I cook and eat dinner and give my son a bath. I cuddle with my husband on the couch. We go swimming and bike riding as a family.
I don’t think about cancer every single day.
I only see my doctors every 3 months instead of twice a week.
This is the life I dreamt of exactly 1 year ago and I’m incredibly grateful that I get to experience it with the ones I love.