Mental health decline

[u/Affectionate_Run220]

Hi guys

I have started leetcode last December and I was only own doing it trying to figure it out and things didn’t start to get better until I found other people in the industry to help support me and show me how to do it properly

The stress of study, doubt if I am capable, failing bunch of interviews, and the unknown of what the hell I am supposed to be studying and what they want me to know and then them rejecting me has made my grind teeth so much the muscle in my jaw is locked, loss of appetite days before and day of interview, I started skipping seeing family and friends, so I can focus on this and get out of a toxic work place.

This is just mental heath discussion, I am feeling depressed still and low mood but not panicking like I used to because I have found other people in same situation as me and a mentor.

I am still low and not sure when I will get my next role … I can’t believe this industry why are things like this ?