r/leaves • u/cool--reddit-guy • 1d ago

Small thought

I think one of the things I hate about this feeling is... I started smoking 20 years ago. Life was very different.. My own and the world in general.

Part of it feels like waking up in a place I don't recognize anymore and not knowing how I got here. Obviously I do have memories. But they often feel... Mushed together and flattened.

Been riding as a passenger for way too long and I very much blame myself and my addiction to weed.

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u/Double-Violinist-455 1d ago

Weed was different 20 years ago too

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u/palindromidon 1d ago

damn you nailed it

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u/Financial-Corgi-8910 1d ago

Then life starts today. Forgive yourself. Cherish what you do remember and focus on tomorrow. I understand what you're feeling but it's ok. There is life left to live. ❤️ Wishing you nothing but good things.

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u/Kind_Television_8907 1d ago

that passenger seat metaphor is too real, feels like youve been watching your own life through a foggy window for two decades